You wrecked me and
— Never again (via hefuckin)
I'm Lexi, I'm 22. I'm pregnant, and I am doing what is best for me and my baby right now.
I think it’s great that as soon as Caleb hears his fathers voice, he starts moving all around. He already loves him, no matter what happens in the relationship (or lack thereof) between Josh and I, Caleb will always have two loving and supportive parents. And he will love us. Unconditionally.
Tiny One got so many things at the baby shower. I don’t know what I’m going to do with it all. A lot of it is going to be exchanged for things in bigger sizes, because he’ll never be able to wear all of his newborn clothes.
Seeing Josh last week went well. He looks good, not like the Josh I had known for the past year. And I’m proud of him. I’m so glad that he is taking the steps that he needs to take to get the help that he needs. To be the father that I know he can be when he’s sober.
Going to Virginia on Saturday, and no work for a week sounds wonderful. I am so ready to be on vacation before having Caleb. And then any time after that he could come. I’m so excited.
I told her once I wasn’t good at anything. She told me survival is a talent.
— Susanna Kaysen, Girl, Interrupted (via bonus)
I am so nervous about tomorrow. Like incredibly nervous. Freaking out to the nth degree quite honestly.
It’s been a month and a half since I’ve seen you. And it’s nerve wracking to think about seeing you.
Gah. Gah. Gah.